Saturday, March 28, 2009

I Not BLame U danI

dani..
I knOW ..IM coMPlicated
I juz PUT U , IN the situoTIon..tHat My ComplicaTed feeLiNG towarD YOU..Is lIke a Burden TO YOU...
soryy

Monday, March 23, 2009

DaNi

24:03:2009
242 P.m
malaysian Time

danI...
a guy That really mke me FeeL like a GIrl
i mean...he such a romantic guys a with a very calm eyes that can make u melt
we ( i hpe i can say we) I....very blur with going out with him..
yes..i admit that I like Him....I really do...but as usual...i always keep myself in a very safe Position

dani is a great GUy....
I reallY Be my selF if i With HIm
but somehow....he is unpreditable
i do know whther it is a gender issue or not
BUt rite Now...i really2 take HIm as a part of my life..
so, someHow,,.i want to share evertHIng with hIm and unfortunately...i cant!!!
that thats really hurt...
..........................
that What I hate about a girl-guy relaTIonship
the sitution is...
on 23/03/09 around 11.59.. i Phone Him to share regarding my situation..bout swaPing my shift With sakinaH..n Im not mumBling about it....n its juz A topic....and he said...dont mumbling after i mke any decison...............
.
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the truth is-at that time.. i feeL like...OH my god....dani!!!
that word reaLLY hurt me..BUt thanKs anyway..FR ur VEry supportive OPINIOn....
......
on the POsitive side
1) maybe after this,,,i kNow..whO gOING to Help Me leND his/heR ears at lEast to listeN TO MY tHOUGHT
2) And it also Not fair tO you aLso..that I have A HOpe fr U!!!!
3 ) I knoW U also Have BEEn on the diFFULT siTuation on That night

ohh danI

i have a dreaM BOUT you last nite
u left me....
u reject me
N .................
..
actuallY..Im thinking wayyy tooo much
dani...have no idea BOUT this...
i take This things seriousyLy
.......
my faULT..i guesss
ohh shittt


once agaIn...I been In the situatioN that My horMones Is killIng me.....last week...I was Like bLur...I was OverexciTed...extremelY craZy+I have nO idea...but today..Im glad..all Have been Back to nOrmal....IM in a Very positive Mood Fr Maybe A couple Of week Till My next Hormones TRIPs...so....The Next pLAn Im going to do...was TO throw Way MY hp...Coz it likes klling me............thanks a LoT to RidwaN because ReallY UnderstanD me...U know Lot Of mY secreT.....................EverythIng Happen LasT couple Of week...Is like a hISTORY TO ME..as ASual..im trying to be on a very positiVe side so, it wIll not influence MY lifesytle coz i know....THis Wil Meke mE COmfortable....