29/04/09..a 1001 story

ok..this story is really2 important to you among all others blog..
this date is the most crucial date ever between me and dani
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the story is
-ok..my besday is on 30/4/1985
dani remember my besday n book me awal tok celbrate sme2
tok pengetahuan smue...no one has ever been book me!!!
of course, i really appreciate it
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sebelom kitorng kuar on29/4
there was a lot of miscommunication between me n dani
first
1) i thought he likes me!
2) i thought he would propose as a girlfren on that day (perasan tak?)
.........but neither of the thing happen at that night..
so its very relief news to me..that dier mmg anngap ak mcm kwan
best fren.,....???
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i want to cter one by one
the most romantic besday celeb with dani
...
mse sampe umah dier...hujan..then dier amik payung and teman ak sampe pintu keta dier supaya
ak tak kena hujan..sooo sweet
n dier bawak ak mkn kena rogger..tp sebelum tu beli kek kat secret recipe...
kitorng borak2 dri kul 4-630 ptg..
thn tgk wayg cter
"he just not that into you"
well, mmg kena la ngan situasi ak n dani
"he just not that into you n ak perasan
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after abis tgk wyg..dlm area 1030, aku ingatkan dier nak antar ak balik
tp..rupennye
dier nak g mkn kat kopitiam klcc
ak mcm shock la
sebab ingatkan nak balik trus
honeslty..ak agak bosan kuar ngan dier aritu
coz...ntahla...dier asyik cter psal ex-bf dier jerr
of course..ak mcm sakit hati
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then..something miracle happen
when i was kat klcc
we eat at this kopitiam n luckily tempat yg kitorng duduk tu
ialah tempat yg sme mse first date ak n dani
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well, we talk a lot and that time
very sweet
n at that time, i realize..dani is juz fren to me
he likes me...but as fren
it shown on that time,that moment and..................
i feel like...ok..........i can accept it'
i just a fren to dani
not more than that.
and i dah honestly trus terang kat dier
yg ak ader penyakit
n he seem shock but i dont care
its true that i have disease
n i feel relief to let him know
so,that,i can feel in the bottom of my hear



DANI IS JUST MY FREN

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and the last mesej i rved frm dani

" now u better take some rest. i will catch up on tmwrw evening at opis
to be honest, i feel great being with u on your special day"

that all, mesej that he send to me
anyway..dani
thanks
..............
IM CLEARLY CAN ACCEPT NOW
IM JUST UR FREN
TQ